I wake up with heavy eyes..my mind still full of your thoughts
I look
myself and I understood, I have surrendered myself again
I
amble with my scruples nagging me to death
And I
realised I failed to love myself again.
The
day shines on me but I lost interest in my well being
The
night sometimes haunted me
And made me realise that I have to live without you
I
closed my eyes, I reached out for you
I
opened my eyes, I recalled all the memories with you
Everywhere
it was YOU..!!
My
love so strong for you that you poised my mind and heart every single second
You...a
reason of my smile..my happiness...my pleasure..solace.
All
this while...the abyss get bigger between me
But
all time your memories fill it
Yes
I'm addicted..I'm addicted to you
You
are my drug..My personal brand of heroin..!!
With
you nearby..I feel like I have undergone with high dose of Caffeine and
cocaine..
Even
if I am in crowd..I find myself alone..
And I
go in dream state..as if I have taken a dose of Ketamine..
And I
am lost again, lost from my own existence
I call
myself a lover..
Unconditionally..inescapable..truly..madly..completely.
P.S - Caffeine,
Cocaine and Ketamine are the name of drugs.
