This enthralling feeling which was
following a sinuous trail through me by the thoughts of getting a bit close to
you then earlier, was taking every single breath of mine. My soul was engrossed
with all your thoughts. That was amazing feeling I could ever have. Only thing
I can feel ubiquitously was just you and only you. My whole journey was
passing by reminisce of all the beautiful past, the beautiful memories and all
I can sum up was you, everywhere it was you!!
I gazed outside to feel the
nature's beauty. Everything was now making me ecstatic. I can feel inside me
the excitement of seeing you after a long time. I dream all about you that
night, even I’m a day dreamer. My patience to be away from you has left me
somewhere and now I am unable to persist myself from being away from the
thoughts of yours. Knowing that it's just not the distance that keep us apart
but the intimacy somewhere has also weaken. We cannot meet now and even if we
did met somewhere, it would be such an awkward moment for both of us I guess. I
know it's not that our love has left us, but it's only nothing is left for our
love to long last .May be distance is one of the prevalent reason. I know my love
is so pure that today also I wake up with all your feelings in morning and end
up going to bed at night with your thoughts.
Yes..Yes my love ..it's just that
our chemistry has weaken..not our love, it's just that time has changed, it's
not our love that changed, it's just the places are different where we live
in..not the meaning of love has become different for both of us...and it's just
the distance and the confusion that has kept us so far..still we are closer by
heart...knowingly or unknowingly and it's due to our love which subsist
somewhere deep inside .You are my soul my love. And a body cannot subsist
without a soul. In the same way I can't be complete without you in my life.
With the glimpse of your smile, I
can feel my happiness growing. With the childish talks of yours, I feel I can
live my childhood days again. With the maturity in you for me, I can feel my
dad's care for me. With the aggression in you, I can see a deep caring lover.
With your sadness, I find myself sad. With the pain that you have in your life,
I wish if I could have each of them in my part..and just happiness can accost
you. I sometimes feel to give all mine to you and to take one thing from you in
return and that's only you,you forever.
Though I know congregating with you
this time is also not possible still it is said that with hopes life sustain.
My love, with the feeling of being a bit closer to you engrossed my feeling,
doesn't matter even if it's just by distance. I can persuade myself by the
distance close to you.
I deem words would be very less to
elucidate my love for you. Even if I put my heart to you, my love for you won't
be effusively expressed. Because for you my love is incessant ineffable.
