Thursday, October 02, 2014

SLEEPLESS NIGHTS


Dark  in night when everyone sleeps
I find my feelings awakening with a beep
With night becoming dark
And my feelings growing stauncher.

Every reminiscence flash across my eyes
With the shriveled views from the book of my chronicle
Which I skim every day and night
With the limpid view of the days of laughter that we once shared
With all the unblemished views ,safe in my heart with care

All those reminiscences were mystifying at time
For once who was the reason for my smile was now the reason for my cries.

Unforeseen  Amendment !!

Days changed and so does the night
The days of love and the night of fights
The talk we share and the feeling of care
The time we enjoy and the time full of joy
The late night calls and the early morning joys
Waking up with hazy eyes
With the happiness to meet you again makes me feel bright.

Seeing you in the midst of the classroom and giving you a smile
The fight I go through with my words
And the shy telling everything that my words fail to verbalize
All it seems to be like a beautiful dream ,I never want to awake from
Like a princess I ride through all these thoughts. 
Turning left and right

Remembering your  words not to cry
Smiling , Crying and then again a try ,
a try to smile .
And recollecting all my efforts not to let the droplet of tears to fall

Insane completely with your thoughts
For the love I have for you
Has no limits, no boundaries throughout
Happy being in the past memory show again
Everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

Now the clock stuck at 3

Yawning and then smiling stupidly
Keeping all my pains deep inside
Hopes keeping me alive all the way
Tossed over, turned off the lights
closed eyes to an awake mind
And regaining all my courage to live without you
By covering every pain with the mask I carry
living corpse with the fake smile
and I dissolve in the crowd again.
scarred mind !!

Ready for the next day
or the next Sleepless Night !!!



P.S- Some feelings never fade. No matter how distant we go,no matter how complicated the life is. 

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