LOST in YOU....!!!

I wake up with heavy eyes..my mind still full of your thoughts

I look myself and I understood, I have surrendered myself again

I amble with my scruples nagging me to death

And I realised I failed to love myself again.

The day shines on me but I lost interest in my well being

The night sometimes haunted me

And made me realise that I have to live without you

I closed my eyes, I reached out for you

I opened my eyes, I recalled all the memories with you

Everywhere it was YOU..!!

My love so strong for you that you poised my mind and heart every single second

You...a reason of my smile..my happiness...my pleasure..solace.

All this while...the abyss get bigger between me

But all time your memories fill it

Yes I'm addicted..I'm addicted to you

You are my drug..My personal brand of heroin..!!

With you nearby..I feel like I have undergone with high dose of Caffeine and cocaine..

Even if I am in crowd..I find myself alone..

And I go in dream state..as if I have taken a dose of Ketamine..

And I am lost again, lost from my own existence

I call myself a lover..

Unconditionally..inescapable..truly..madly..completely.

P.S - Caffeine, Cocaine and Ketamine are the name of drugs.